Sunday, August 28, 2011

Day 100 - A New Beginning





During a springtime long ago, my friend Finneas and I, and the knight Cymru, and my stout and strong-hearted brother Kaial left on a journey that would take us across strange and dangerous lands, spanning valleys and hills I still long for.  The hard path tired our legs and backs, drove welts across our faces and furrows across our brows.  We never ceased being weary of our journey, yet we were emboldened by the many threats offered by the boundless land, creatures and forces as diverse in nature as can be imagined by anyone who has not ventured beyond the fields and woods of our homeland.  The feral demon, Dghom Ulfr, the various and terrible denizens of the Outland, the broad-winged and untamed birds of the Great Moors - all of these creatures are forever etched in my memory, a carved monument about which all future events in my life shall circle.  I left my home, innocent, and excited about the prospect of adventure.  I return, having lost some of my friends, having found many others; but I return home, forever changed, and a stranger to all who once knew me.

Friday, August 12, 2011

82 Cave of the Black Dog Part VI - Conclusion


* Wodan's Wilde Jagd (Hunt) by F.W. Heine (1882)


Conclusion

The wind cries softly in the field,
Zephyrs wafting among the long grass.
All who I have known encircle me,
Their lips form many words,
And the sounds imprint upon my ears,
But my friends are all strangers,
And have little to tell me.
This is a place I have journeyed
Many times before, and to which
I will return. Maybe then,
Maybe next time
The words will speak to me.

Drums in the distance,
Howls in the distance,
Fields laid flat by the wind,
Sun blocked by grey,
Sun blocked by blackness
Sun blocked by waters drip
From the high walls of my home

The horn of the Hunter blares in the void
The horn of the Hunter calls the hounds
The horn of the Hunter calls for judgment

“What is your song, Surface man?”
And in my voice I hear,
“The wide waters call to me,
Every current, every ripple,
The ocean’s azure cast,
The seas caressing song
Carving the fisherman’s tale,
Remembering harvests from recent times,
Remembering harvests from ancient times
Remembering the blood and bone of ancestors.”

But the Black Hunter slams down his axe,
Splinters the table before me,
Sound echoing among the hollow chasms
Flame cascading from the grim haft
And the fire crackles from broken wood
And ice crackles in the depths
And the Black Dog’s eyes flare

And the Black Hunter commands
To know the Truth that I carry.

The Hunter passes his hand over his axe,
And commands  again
To hear my song.
His companions fade into darkness
“What is your song?” he cries.
“What is the chant that names you?”

“It is the song of the Black Dog,
“It is the song long lost,
It is the forgotten promise
By which so much has been lost.

It is the beating drum,
The snap of branch,
The breaking wave.
It is broken hope.

It is the forgotten promise,
My soul undone,
The aching gnaw.
It is the place where I return,
Where I rest my fate.”

And the Hunter’s axe –
By right of the Hunt
Strikes deep within my bosom,
Shattering bone and flesh –
My life is lost,
And will soon be forgot.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

81 Cave of the Black Dog Part V



Part V

In the nave of the village church,
Metallic snap echoes as
The iron-laden doors shut.
Latches secure the Chapel’s etched glass,
Offerings at the altar,
Prayers at the altar
Chanting at the altar.
None will stop the Howl,
None will slake the thirst of Wind and Wave.

While in my granite cell
I look up, scenes of  Hell
Upon the roof,
When I look down,
An oaken chair,
Where my hands had been, I find black claws
Clutching at the curled arms.
Before me, a great Fire-stone, flames
Echoing from its center.
And across from me, a slender wisp
Rises from her own seat,
Encouraging the fire.
Chains curl behind me and to my side,
Spirits play in the smoke before me;
Feeding the Incineratus, Hideous
Shapes with mouths agape -
Many I have known.
Whose fault
Winds snapped the mast
Whose fault
Waves breaching the seawall
Whose fault
Red Eyes in Storm Clouds
Mea culpa
Mea culpa
Mea culpa

Shape envelops the wisp,
Substance to the dream,
Her flesh turns tight.
Her flesh turns grey,
Eyes of slate
Set upon a bony platter -
Shadow darkening across her figure.
The Black Dog sits beside her
Now a beast without eyes,
A slavering maw exhaling death.
Its sniff, a shivering hiss,
Its paws, pressing the air from my lungs,
Its teeth, like fire-shards, burrow into my flesh.
I think upon much that is lost,
And watch dimly as the blood
Pulses from my body.
I see her again,
And she has my mother’s face.

Black axes splinter the bold doors
Of the Village Church,
Hunters and dogs seeking
Victims who
Had sought victims themselves.
Promises to be kept
Promises to be kept
The Wild Hunt touches all.

I see her as she looked to me
When I was but a child
Then

Darkness is all.