Tuesday, July 26, 2011

67 Passage



Once we stood
Strong on that bright pier,
The winds our cry
The waves our song
The stars our hope.

The touch of your hand,
Rebellious and strong,
Soft and supple,
A bulwark against
The hours’ passage.

Now pale, now
Chafed,
Your gentle
Fingers swell
And gnarl like
Aged branches.

The veins,
Rising against
The transparent
Flesh,
Pulse with trepid
Temperament.

My eyes search
The unsteady shore,
Brine sticking
To flesh and hair.
By the changing
And eternal moon
I fly alone.

"Passage" from At The Edge

Monday, July 18, 2011

60 Van Gogh



Do you remember
A summer day 
At the Van Gogh
Exhibit; we refused the
Portable Tour Guide,
We would provide our own
Narrative, we would make
Van Gogh our own,
And anyone’s who would
Listen. On that day
We were the V.G. experts,
Connoiseurs of the form.
On that day
We defined the ego
Of V.G., the coloring
Of the wheat fields,
The coloring of the beard,
The hair, no small
Coincidence.
On that day, the World
Became Van Gogh
And V.G. the World.
Of Starry Night,
We described the halos
In the vision
Of a madman,
Of  his self-portraits
We described
The painful gaze,
The heavy brow,
And the weight of
His oppression.
And yes, we
Described the
Alcohol-tinged yellows
Of his vision.
And oh, the World
In the end observed by,
And oh, the World
In the end consumed by
And oh, Van Gogh
On the last day –
Alone in
A wheat field
Set upon by crows,
A wheat field
Overcome
By Blackness
A wheat field,
And beard, and tousled
Hair
Consumed into Spirit.
And that painting
Loomed high
In the Gallery’s
Last chamber.
And many dropped
Low their portable
tour guides
To listen to my
Last time with you.
Blackness comes
Winged across the
Wheat field;
Blackness comes.

59 At the Edge



At the edge of my Spirit my sister sits
Her dancing eyes like chocolate moons
Among the clouds that form her face.
Her flop-eared bunny clutched in hand
Linty, gray and worn, his name is Lapin.

Wrapped in blankets and at the edge of Sleep,
I can see the teacups she prepares for tea,
Talking as she pours - to Raggedy Anne, Lapin and me.
And where is the little girl that I once knew
She has gone so far away.

When I walk the woods in which we played,
And hear the brook near which we stayed
I know she’s there with her pet Lapin,
My dearest sister, my favorite friend.

"At the Edge" title piece from At the Edge

Brought out of the archives as a result of  S. Gibb's profound depiction of loss in  her piece entitled Individual

Sunday, July 17, 2011

58 1/2 Oh Hell Revealed



 For anyone interested in the mechanics for creating Oh Hell, here is a quick recap in the stages (using Photoshop CS5)

Original photo (top left) innocently shot by my brother Dan
copy original photo and reverse it, add layer mask and create fading gradient to allow left half of original layer display (top right)
Add Gradient Map layer, using orange to black gradient (lower left)
Add Levels Adjustment layer for deeper color (lower right)

58 Oh Hell

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

53 Some of Us Look Away



Listen to me, he says, ya gotta hang that storm wave and bite hard into the sand when ya hit.

The old sailor's grunt is weak today, no doubt that ancient shell begins to crack on some primeval stone, the guts of his home ready to spill like wave-froth against the shore.

I tell ya, ain't nothin' to it, not near as tough as the gale of '64.

We order another drink as he coughs the lingering notes of his life upon the barroom floor.

When he spits up, some of us look away.

"Some of Us Look Away" from "The Collection"

Saturday, July 9, 2011

51 There's a Monster in my Soup


There’s a Monster in my soup, and he won’t let go my spoon,
Mom, you have to help me, he’s reaching for my hand.
He’s got great big hairy ears, and a horrid toothy grin
He’s looking at me funny, and his head can really spin.
His eyes are big as saucers, his claws like silver knives
I’m sure he’d like to eat me; I’m ready if he tries.

He’s telling me come closer, to hear what he has to say,
His eyes are rolling backwards, his feet are shaking dry,
He’s walking on the table, and he’s coming right this way.
I’m taking out my play doh, in case he wants to play.
I’m making a bigger monster, just like you showed me how,
So Monster, don’t come nearer, I’m ready for you now.

"There's a Monster in My Soup" from At the Edge

Thanks to the anonymous child who drew the  Soup Monster so many years ago, and to Susan Gibb, for reminding me that Monsters are still out there.

50 Spectral Pony


Inspired by Jill's Chesterfield series

Thursday, July 7, 2011

48 The Bride Doll Finds a Husband



In a small village a bride doll tires of living by herself.  I will go out and find a husband, she says, and that very day she sets out to find him.

After passing through several towns she at last comes upon a curious doll shop managed by an even more curious shopkeeper doll.  I am looking for a husband, says the bride doll.  The shopkeeper does not speak but he motions the bride doll to a nearby rack.

The bride doll feels sorry for a man doll whose plastic eyes have fallen out.  I will take this one and fix him, she says to the shopkeeper, who frowns but says nothing.

Many months pass after the bride doll has fixed her husband's eyes and one day she says to him, I think it is time for us to have children.  The husband doll picks her up and locks her in the icebox.  When at last he opens the door, the bride doll smiles weakly and gives him a hug.

When she decides again to ask her husband about making children, the husband doll ties her in a box until morning.  And as often as she repeats her request, he responds in a similar fashion, but the bride doll never complains.

A day comes when the bride doll hears a knock against a closet door.  When she opens the door, she is surprised to find that the shopkeeper doll she had met years earlier is tied up.  What are you doing here? she asks.  The shopkeeper doll does not reply, and the bride doll shuts the door again.

When her husband is home from work, she says, husband, there is a man in our closet.

His children are dead, he answers.  I have shut him in our closet so he cannot hear them scream.

That very night, the bride doll helps her husband with his bath.  She runs the water and begins to clean him.  She holds his head under to rinse his hair.  As he smiles at her from beneath the water she continues to rinse his hair.  The bride doll begins to hear the cries of children, and she hears them long after the doll bubbles no longer surface.

When at last she looks to her husband, she sees that he has become the strange shopkeeper doll, and she begins at that moment to feel her bride doll body welling up with child.
  
"The Bride Doll Finds a Husband" from The Collection  

Inspired by Susan Gibb's Equality